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Last week I had the flu and am finally getting better. Now Graham has the flu and I hope he gets better soon because there is a lot of catching up to do!

I don't know if it was a combination of feeling lousy and that time of month but my mind kept bringing situations from the past into my relationship with Graham and drove me nuts with worry. Mandy was there to talk me off that ledge and if she were here she would have shook me. It's true, she told me this. Anyway, I was worried for no reason. Sure I wish that we would have talked instead of texting every other day but I respect that he was with his friend and didn't want to be that guy that can't put his phone down nor did I want to be that girl. But we all know how much I love texting. Therefore the connection level wasn't there and it gave me a bit of a complex. Okay, a huge complex (which of course I did not tell him about).

Things are fine now (on my end anyway as they were never not fine to him). We were soooo lovey dovey on the train today and have plans to go to dinner tomorrow night to catch up. I think working together makes it a bit tricky as well. He got in really late last night and so the first time I saw him after a week was at work where there could be no hugging and of course no kissing. Very frustrating. Luckily he has an interview on Thursday and while I know I'll miss seeing him everyday, I think it will be really good for us. OMG...I said "us"!

J'Adore

Things with Graham are going swimmingly. We hung out last weekend and will again this Saturday before he leaves for his surfing trip to Portugal on Sunday. He's staying over since my flatmate will be out of town. (Sidenote: Holla! I can finally watch TV for a solid week since couch potato will not be there to hog it). He's already told me that he's going to call me everyday which will be needed because I'm going to miss him a lot! It's going to be weird not seeing him everyday for a week. :(

We are just soooo sweet to each other. Not in a PDA gross kind of way but in an affectionate and gentle kind of way. He says I make his head go fuzzy and the same couldn't be more true on my end by him. I'm liking where this is heading and the pace that it's going.

I'm a very smitten kitten.

Sleepover

Graham and I finally made it to the jazz bar where we proceeded to say lovely things to one another and kiss all night long. He couldn't keep his hands off me and I couldn't keep my hands off him. He is so funny and did a Scooby Doo impression but told me that his friend does it better and he will have to get him to show it to me. Brownie points for meeting the friends in the future!
He came over to my house and we grabbed late night kebabs and watched tv then went to sleep -among other things. I think the romantic weekend away together is fast approaching. We're going to the coast somewhere at an unspecified time. He leaves for Portugal in 2 weeks and we will have to see how that goes. A whole week without seeing him will be sadness but I'm sure we'll more than make up for it when he gets back!

I'm falling in the best way!

Let's go to the Maul

How do I control myself tomorrow night when all I want to do is throw the kid on the grown and make out? We're taking things slow but seriously....my hormones are RAGING! And the way we looked at each other all week has something to do with it as well. We're going to watch the jazz band play again...or attempt to anyway. I might drag him into a dark alley and have my wicked way with him!

*I'm not talking about doing the deed. Just making out.